I'm sorry for all the mistakes I've made, I'll make it up to you someday - Harry Styles

Morning love!” Harry grabbed my back and pulled me into a tight, warm hug. I wrapped my arms around his neck and smiled. We let go of our embrace and I brushed my hand through my hair. “So, what’s the plan for today?”

“Well, what do you want to do?” He smiled and stepped closer to me, looking deeply into my eyes. I smiled back at him.
“Maybe we can go out for breakfast?” I looked behind him at the clock and saw it was nearly eleven. “Or maybe a brunch?”


He nodded his head softly. “Sounds good.” He grabbed my hand as we walked out the door to his car. He opened up the passenger car door. “Madame.” He winked at me and I giggled to myself, sliding into the passenger side. He walked to the drivers side and stepped in. He put the keys in and started up the car, “So where are we going?”
“I like that little bakery we found.” A bright smile appeared on his face and he nodded at me before driving away.


We found this little bakery about two months ago and we visit it pretty often.


I placed my left hand on his right and created little circles with my thumb. I turned to him and smiled, looking at his beautiful side-profile. He turned his head towards me and bit his lip. I looked at his lips and began to lean towards him. He smiled and leaned towards me.


Our lips were almost touching when a loud noise was heard. “Harry!” I screamed. He immediately turned and took the wheel trying to get us out of the way. But it was too late. Bright lights came towards us and there was a huge impact against the car.


Our car went spinning 360 degrees until it fell off the side of the road and into the lake. The nose of the car landed first. My head bumped against the front of the car and then was thrown back. I opened my eyes because I felt cold water hitting my feet. Fear quickly ran all over my body as I tried to unbuckle my seat belt as fast as possible. I turned to Harry and he wasn’t moving.


“Harry!” I screamed. I leaned over and shook his shoulders. “Harry! You need to move now!” I felt tears coming up in my eyes as I unbuckled his seat belt. “Harry please!” I screamed desperatly. The water was now at the height of my knees. “Please God, don’t let me die.” I whisper to myself. I climbed to the back of the car. I searched quickly and pulled out Harry’s golf club. I sat down in the backseats and with all my strength I smashed open a window. I kept hitting it until I knew I had enough space to get out. The car was going down fast and was almost totally filled with water. I looked back at Harry and he fell over, against the wheel. I felt a warm tear fall down my cheek as I moved my way to the broken window and swim out. I fell into the water and started swimming to land. There were lights and sirens and everyone was screaming things. My tears were mixing with the water of the river as I realized I just made the worst decision of my life. I slowed down my swimming and turned around. I began crying harder and felt two huge hands wrap under my arms and start dragging me backwards.


“No!” I screamed. I was pulling as hard as I could to get loose of the grasp. “I have to go back! He needs me!”


“I’m sorry m'am but,” a deep voice said, “whoever else was in that car with you. I believe they’re dead now.” I broke down into tears as I felt my heart break into a million pieces.
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It’s been three months since I lost Harry. Since I made the biggest mistake of my life. I still regret it every single day. But every saturday, since that day, I go to that bakery. I go to that bakery and sit at the table we sat at the very first time. I still go there with Harry. ‘Till this very day.