Your hell and my hell are 2 different things,, eddie 8 {twilight}

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Only your enemies leaves you roses on your grave

When I hear the announcement that we can come on board,, I open my eyes. The hallucinations are still there. “you can say what you want,, but I`m still getting on that plain” I stand up,, and then I see her. She seems mad,, and worried. She didn`t look like that in ages,, I couldn`t even remember the last time. “mom” I speak very softly,, but I know she heard me. “sweety,, you had no idea how worried I was when I got a call from someone who was saying that you where leaving” now she sounds more disappointed. “ mom who called you??” “that`s not the question right now,, you are coming with me” There is the anger again. “you don`t know,, do you” I say clever,, I`ve a big smirk on my face. “that doesn`t matter,, you are in serious trouble,, sweety” See I told you she didn`t know my name,, cause it seems to me that this would be the perfect time to use it.

She drags me to the car,, and open the door for me. When she wants to take her seat,, I wanna try something. So I try to open the door,, just as I thought. The child-proof lock is on. God,, she really thinks I would open the door when she`s driving “put your seatbelt on” I look down,, what was wrong with her eyes. Or didn`t she even paid attraction to the fact I already had my seatbelt on. whatever

We drove back in silence,, she didn`t even gave me a lecture about how stupid my action was. When we got home I went straight upstairs. “goodnight sweety” she yelled after me. weirdo I put my bags down and got into bed. I must say,, it feels nice to be here. But I still wonder who called my mom. “That couldn`t have been my hallucinations,, right” I say out loud. I really need to sleep,, and think about this.

The next morning when I wake up,, my mom`s already gone. At least this time there`s a note. you can stay home from school today,, sins you probably didn`t get much sleep last night. I don`t think that I`m on time for dinner tonight,, so I left you money to buy a pizza. Lots of love mom.

“Any normal mom would have killed her kid for doing this to her right,, then why does mine act so cool” I know there is no one who can hear me,, so I don`t think I will get an answer. But it`s nice to have some noise in this silence house. Then the doorbell rings. “I`ll get it” I shout to no one,, but I like to pretend that there is someone so that the somebody at the door also would think that. When I open the door,, the young and way too rich man from a few days ago is standing for my door again.Great is he gonna bug me again “Hi,, I hope you won`t slam the door in my face again” I kind off smile at the memory of that moment,, but not to long because then the man would think I`m freak. witch he probably already does. “I want to ask you if I can speak with one of your parents” When he says that he try to look past me,, to see if there is someone else. But If he had paid any attention to the driveway,, he would have noticed that there weren`t any cars. So that I`m probably home alone. “I`m sorry,, if you wanna speak to them,, you can better make an appointment,, and pray that they will not forget about it.” I look at him perky and then I want to close the door again. “Well then I want to make one” Jesus this guy doesn`t give up. “okay,, I think they will have an opening at 3 o`clock in the morning” now the guy starts to laugh. “Could you just tell them,, that when they have time,, that they should come by” “I can do that” I will at least pretend to be nice. “And young girl,, you really should eat something,, you look like you`re starving your selve to dead.” “well that would be none off your business” I mumble. “If you can`t cook,, you can eat out our place,, my wife cooks delicious eggs. Or anything you would like” I pretend to think,, but I already no the answer. “no thank you,, I fine just the way I am” Now I shut the door. “busybody,, like he really would care if I die of not eating” since I already have decided that I`m not gonna live that much longer,, I could spoil myself with something I like.

At the supermarket I buy all kinds off things I like. I still have money left from yesterday,, so I don`t have to worry about that. That`s where I saw them again. I walk straight by them,, pretend that they don`t exist. they really don`t exist,, you stupid head. I pay my stuff and walk home,, there is no rain this time. That`s odd,, but nice. I have the feeling like I`m being followed “probably my hallucinations”. When I`m almost home,, it`s starts to rain so hard,, that I still would be soaked when I get home. “great great great” I mumble sarcastic. Can`t I at least have one day of getting dry home,, in this life time.

Why are the angels crying,, they seem to have a good afterlife