Your hell and my hell are 2 different things,, eddie 7 {twilight}

Hallucinating?
your words are dancing in my head
you`re my family
how can you do that
saying that you don`t love me

i walk up to the lady behind the desk,, “excuse me,, I have a question” I ask her. “What is it” “ who was the girl,, that was sitting next to me” then she looks weird at me “you are the only one who`s already here,, there is no one else” great now I`m talking to hallucinations “but the girl,, she said she was coming with me,, then she must have checked in” I say with a slight of panic in my voice. “Are you on some kind of medication??” “WHAT!!!!! WHAT KIND OF STUPID QUESTION IS THAT” I ask her angry. “chill out Miss,, or I will have to call security” wow now she sounds like my mom when she`s angry. “I`m chilled,, I`m just not on drugs” I try to explain. She looks at me from top to bottom. “Do I look like an cokehead to you?” Okay maybe I do,, but what nerves of that woman. “ no,, no.. it`s just that if you`re hallucinating,, you can`t go on board” she remains calm. “maybe I`m just tired,, sorry that I disturbered you” I take my seat again,, and close my eyes again.

“you really think I`m just a hallucination” it`s the voice of the girl again. “nobody saw you sitting next to me” I mumble,, still with my eyes closed because I`m afraid if I open them that the girl would be gone again. “maybe I just didn`t checked in yet,, and I was gone before anyone could see me” she tells me. “well you can better go” “why??” I have to think about how I can explain this “I`m not good for you” that`s the last thing I`m gonna say. It feel like I can feel her thinking freak

I hear more people coming to this gate. Maybe the plains is coming soon,, so I open my eyes. The girl is still sitting next to me. But there is someone else next to her,, a guy. I don`t know him either,, but she looks like she knows him. Then she turns around and look at me. “great,, now there are 2” I say sarcastic. “you really need to think about this,, Aislin,, what are you gonna do in Sweden??” the girl ask me. “how do you know my name??” this is getting weirder and weirder. “if we come from your imagination then we must come out of your head,, so we know everything” now it`s the boy talking. “I`m gonna ignore you,, till you are gone,, the both of you” Now I close my eyes again,, and I hope they leave me alone. They are awfully close to making me regret this. But they are right,, what am I gonna do in Sweden. I took enough money to help myself for a few days,, but after that. thanks a lot hallucinations

my life is on the edge,, and I balance between good and evil,, I know the good side is better,, but at the bad side they have chocolate