See this as a letter I'll never send...

Dear Love,


If you truly love me you’ll wait. But I won’t ask you to, not like I used to wait for you. Please don’t wait until he breaks my heart and I’m in need to be fixed again, ‘cause he won’t. And, love, please think about it, and consider that you might have never truly loved me. You’ll see it’s true. For you, I was just the girl that was always there. Always, no mather what, and always waiting in the shadows of others perhaps, but it was there that you wanted to keep me forever. I was like your safety net… Not your 1st but your last choice. Oh now, don’t go blaming yourself love, therefor I never minded any of these things. I never wanted to be anyone else than the person to catch you when you fell… I was only hoping for you to fall in love with me… But here’s a funny thing; when you were deciding not to take the leap, someone else did jump. With no safety net this time, therefor we both fell, truly in love this time. And… oh, how I could talk on about him and how he’s everything I ever wanted… But there’s no need to be worried, I won’t. Only ‘cause I’m afraid, my love, that you’ll want me back, for the wrong reason. You see, you always had something childish hidden in that face of yours that wants to be a man so badly. But I’ll never allow myself to be that toy… I’m happy now, and I’m pretty sure you’ll do fine too… Oh, just one last thing love; please don’t forget me. Sincerely, me, not your love but your old safety net and always just your friend…