If I die

If I die
If I die, would anyone notice?
If I die, would you notice?
My robe on, my knees shaking
Tears dropping on my dry hands
My mind’s crashing, that’s what matters
Right at that moment, my death
If I die, who would notice?
If I die, would you notice?
I like to make myself believe
That some people in this world care
Maybe even notice
Even though it’s not true, right at the same time
If I die, would my crush notice?
If I die, would you notice?
I always thought bad about suicide
Now it’s totally different from then
I learned to see the reality
I learned to see the truth of this world
If I die, what would everyone do?
If I die, what would you do?
Cry, build a grave
Shout, be like a corpse
Be like me