My kind (Prologue)

I was standing outside, the rain falling softly on the ground. Trying to figure out what my head thinks, but my head just aint what it used to be. I still wonder where we went wrong and why. With a picture of all of us in my hand. I Retrace every step with an unsure pen. A lot more pictures in my hand, of us two our life that we ones knew..
Everything is different know. Im standing on the street with two wolf pups to feed no money and no where to go. I miss it.. I miss us i miss my old friends.. I still dont get what happend that day. This is the curse of having to much time to think about it.. Where i am right now? Well at a graveyard. Tears stream down my face. "Danny Murcraiz" Was grift in a beautiful stone. He was my best friend, i looked at him as my brother and he looked at me as his sister. He stood on all those pictures. We lived toghetter until that one night.. The night he died. "Im sorry" I whispered while crying. i left some flowers and a note on his grave. When i could only see the floor he made my window a door. I remember where it all began so clearly. Trying to trace my steps back here again, so many times. He made me who i am, he created me. Now i feel a million miles away still he conects me in his ways. I have to be strong. But really i feel so weak without him by my side. The thoughts burn through me like a fire. It hurts so much. I remember all the things Danny said to me He ones asked me: What do you normaly do when im gone? I answered: Wait for you to come back.. He was the only one who ever understood my night. I looked at his grave until Sunrise when i remembered what he said: My body means nothing to me. When i die ill Always be with you as a ghost or something i promise. After he said those words i remembered him hugging me. So i listend to his voice in my head repeating those words.
They think im crazy, but they dont know the feeling. I miss my brother i miss Danny DANNY WAS MY BROTHER.. He was my best friend, he took care of me for years. He raised me he made me the person i am today.. The sun gave the sky beautiful colours. I stood ther all night.
I decided it was time to leave. So after looking one more time at his grave i did.