Shut down

It feel wierd to see you here
it's not painful but don't fear
because i just don't have the guts
to tell you this is the end of us.


so i travel along this road of self destruction.
every day is like another obstruction.
nothing seems to work when your mind is on the verge
i'd better tell the truth because anyways one of us is getting hurt.

i'm worried that if you knew i never loved you from the start
i would corrupt your heart.
and with breaking your heart
mine would fall apart.

reffrein:
you know i'll be there, staring, screaming i don't care!
while i'm loking for an answer all my problems just get denser.
i try not to lose control.
but my lying takes it's toll...