Part 6

He hadn't called me after that we went out together. He hadn't even send me a mail or a text. After two weeks I broke. I cried all week. How could I be so stupid to fall for a guy that only cares about age, money and himself. He made me feel angry, sad and in love at the same time. I was going crazy without him. He said he liked me. What am I supposed to do now?

So I said to myself : " I guess I have to live without him. I can do that! It may take a while, but I know I can. It's now a motnth ago when we went out together. I need to stop the pain. This stupid pain of a broken heart. I just need to be free again. I am going to fix this. I'll write stories or sing songs. I will be oke with it in the end. After rain comes sunshine!"

So there I was, planning to start all over again. A life without pain. A life without guys? No, that won't happen. I need to pay attention to the people who care about me. I need to pay more attention to school. I need to pay more attention to my hobbies. That's the plan. This will fix things.

So... the first thing I'm going to do is... going to my best friend. She will be there for me. She supports me at everything I do, even if it's not how she would've done it.

When I came home after I went to my best friend, I gave my parents a hug and told them about my new start. I wanted to cut my hair and buy new clothes so that changing my outside would help changing my inside. When there was a whole new me I started to enjoy life again. It had been about 3 months since I met Bill. But I didn't care anymore. I was stronger than I was before.

I was kind of tired from the day at school, so when I got home I got to bed for an hour of sleep. When I woke up I heard my mom scream my name. Then I heard her footsteps on the stairs and she opened the door to my room.
"____, there's someone on the phone for you."