Day 2

White is an empty color. Sometimes it feels like I am white. With no color in my life. But then I have some days that are awesome. At days like that I feel like my grey wall. Still a little bit plain, but with the twists and turns that pop out and make it beautiful.
But the thing is that red stone wall. Almost everyday it's in the way of that nice grey wall. the part I like the most. But all the attention goes to that ugly red stone wall. That wall doesn't show anything of me. It shows that I am shy and boring and I know deep down that is not me. That is the part of me that pushes away possible other grey walls. Or even colored walls.
That stone wall is scary. It would be so much easier if that stone wall became a glass wall.. Like one side is. The side that shows all of me. Without any boundaries, without trouble to see who I really am. But there is a downside with the glass wall. It can shatter. It can break down and cut you, hurt you and possibly leave scars. So maybe the red stone wall is okay. But let's put some of the grey wallpaper on that stone wall so it's less scary. That would be great. A little bit of everything but with the control to change the wallpaper when you want to.