Day 1

Keep me away from the hurt that you give me. I don't want to be near you. You just put me down and I am not planning on accepting that. I want to live my own life. Without you judging me. Without you saying I'm a nobody. I am trying to make you understand how things work for me, how I feel. That what is happening to me is serious. But all you see is a joke. You laugh at my life.
I was just on my way to accepting who I am. How I looked like, what I like, who my friends were. And all it took was one comment of you to make me doubt myself again.
Now I have to start over with rebuilding the love I had for myself. I am picking up my life again. Starting to socialize and doing the things I love. But this voice of yours is still in the back of my head. I am trying to let it go and ignore it. I want to accept myself and my life. I want to show who I really am. I want to be comfortable with just being me. But how do you do that when all you were, is already gone.