Strangers 2

I've posted the letter that I wanted to post... I don't know when it will arrive... Maybe it'll never arrive... But at least, I tried it... At least I dared to write that stranger a letter. I went back home after I cried a lot... I needed some time alone... I needed some time to cry. I came home and Travis, my lovely boyfriend, hugged me. "You did it?" he asked and hugged me tighter. I nodded. He saw the tears that I was hidding. The tears that were showing how sad I was. "You are a strong woman, you know that love?" I looked at him, and the way he looked at me was so tender, like he always looked at me. He loved me a lot. He told me that, everyday, every hour, every minute. And i loved him a lot. He was the man of my dreams. "You are so brave my love... Really, I love you so much. You are so brave that you dared to write that letter." I looked in his eyes, and he leaned to me, and kissed my lips softly. Like he was scared that I was going to walk away. "I love you Silke, with my whole heart. I'm so happy you love me back, I'm so happy that you find your way to me." I started to cry, a lot. I couldn't hold back my tears anymore... I just couldn't do that. Travis hugged me more and more. He wanted to comfort me, he wanted to keep me safe. "I need to be alone..." were the only words I said to him and he looked at me, heartbroken. But he understood. He knew that I couldn't handle tears... 'Please, call me when you need me love. I'm always here for you." He kissed me on the forehead.

I"m lying in my bed, tears coming out of my eyes. Maybe it was a stupid idea to write that letter... But I can't get it back right now. So stupid of me to think, writing that letter was a good idea... "Silke?" Travis knocked on the door. "Can I come in, please?" I heard he was crying. "Come in." I said and got up. Travis came in and hugged me when he could reach me. "I feel so sad." he said to me, while he was crying. "Just because you are sad." Some more tears came into my eyes and i kissed me beloved boyfriend. "You make me happy."