Different times

It is 2002 now and I'm 7 or 8 years old and I'm in fourth grade (or so).
A new girl came in our class. At first we were like best friends but after a few months she started bullying me.
She made everyone in the class think I was a bad person. Only one girl was really nice to me and we became best friends in sixth or seventh grade (or so).
From then i got bullied untill some teacher stood up for me and helped me.
The bullying lasted for like 4 or 5 years and then it got less.
Then i went to high school and it all started over.
I couldn't stop it.
They called me names and stuff. They stole my stuff. I lost the only friend I had on that school. I lost confidence. I LOST MYSELF.
I started believing what they said about me and that's how I lost confidence.
I stood alone.
After 6 months of being alone I found a new friend, Britha.
The bullying on this school lasted for 3 more years and still hasn't stopped.
It only got less when I slapped someone with a ruler on his arm.
I'm in a depression because all of this. I'm suicidal because of all the bullying.
They didn't stop and my boyfriend cheated on me, that's when I stopped trusting people and started self harming.
People still don't see that they hurt me and keep bullying me.
Now it is 2013 and a really good friend of mine moved to the other side of the country, I really miss him, but I move on. I have to move on because you can't stay in the past.