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“Is she going to be okay doctor?” I heard someone ask, wait who isn’t okay? Why can’t I see anything? “She should be fine, she’s lucky you were driving by as the accident occurred” who is lucky? What accident? “How is she doctor?” Wait I knew this voice better than any other, James? What was he doing here? Why is everyone asking the doctor if this girl is going to be okay? “She has a broken leg, fractured ribs and she suffered from internal bleeding, luckily you and your friend here were driving by as the accident occurred and she got here in time. We were able to fix her up as good as possible, we are keeping her in an induced coma until we are sure the pain will be bearable. Right now she’s high on morphine so she doesn’t feel anything, nothing to worry about son.” What? Ugh, I really don’t get this… so I slept a bit more… “Alice?” hmm that was James again “well okay I know you can’t answer me, but the doctor said you might be able to hear me…” Oh now I remembered… That bus had hit me when I was running away from Henri, James must’ve found me and brought me here. I’m the girl that wasn’t okay… “So I just want you to know something, and you can’t run away this time” haha very funny dude. “Okay that was a lame joke sorry; I was just trying to get some reaction out of you. Okay here I go… Ali I know what you’ve been through, last night, last month, last year, name it and I probably know. I also know that you do not trust men anymore now, so probably not me either and I know that you don’t want a relationship right now or ever again. But you need to hear this. Alice Isabelle Dupont I love you, I have loved you ever since the first day I laid eyes on you. I know I don’t show it, but I do okay? I was just so afraid you’d turn me down and then you started going out with Logan and I didn’t want to ruin that for you so I backed off. But I don’t want to hide this anymore. I wanted to tell you earlier, I really did but then you ran off. And I should’ve followed you instead of letting you go and this would’ve never happened. I’m such a fool. I promised you I’d protect you and I failed twice in 2 days. I suck at this, but I do my best you know? I really try, I have even quit smoking for you, no one has ever been able to make me quit smoking, and you did without even asking me to. You don’t know how you affect me. I don’t want to graduate because I won’t be able to see you every day anymore and I don’t want that. I want you as near as possible to me, I want to be able to see you light up every time someone hugs you, I want to be able to see you rambling on about useless subjects, I want to be able to have long talks with you, I want to be able to mock you with the way you drink you soup, I want to be able to tease you by stealing your phone, I want to be able to insult you only to comfort you later, I want to be able to laugh at your lamest jokes, I want to be able to see you laugh at my jokes, I want to be able to hear you say good morning, I want to be able to be the first one you hug when you arrive at school, I want to be able to do stuff with you. However, you never knew how all those little moments changed my life; I don’t want to lose those. So why don’t you open those big brown eyes and take my breath away? Why don’t you just give me any sign of that sprinkling bit of willpower inside of you? Just move your fingers and let me know you’re alive, let me know you are okay, let me know you listened to what I said?” O my god, was it possible to cry while you were in a coma? Because I was crying, I gathered all my willpower and pinch in his hand, which he had put in mine. “She just pinched my hand! Oh baby you’re alive! And you can hear me! Wake up Ali! Please wake up! Look at me with those beautiful eyes of yours, come on Ali I know you can do it!” well I can try, gosh my eyelids have never been heavier than now, but I wanted to see his face, I wanted to be able to answer him, I wanted him to kiss me, I wanted to forget everything that had happened and just let him hold me in his arms… so I opened my eyes and looked straight into his beautiful brown eyes, I cleared my throat and with every last bit of life in me I shrugged “I love you James Allen” he bend over and kissed me. I had waited ages for him to do that, I felt his perfect lips on mine, how our lips moved together, how they fit perfectly, this was all I needed. Just James, he was all I would ever need and I lost myself in our kiss