Just a blog..

Today, for the first time, I found out that silent can make people depressed and make them cry. For the first time in my life I knew that even the warmest heart could be cold as ice. Warm as the hottest lava of a giant volcano. Cold as the ice on the soud or northpole, ice that could make your skin go away. If you warm up the ice with the hottest lava, you create water as usual. Water reminds me of tears, tears that are falling of my face, my skin.. Ups and downs.. That's a normal case, but only downs is nothing else than problems. Everything goes wrong just in one second. Even when you see my smiling face. Behind that mask, a sad face hides. I just wanna hide from the world, hide from everything that could make me hurt. All my joy, all my happiness disappears when I see an angry face, a sad face. The only thing I can response on that is;"Live your life, every second counts. Everyone has a day when they will die and you cannot stop that. Just live your life and enjoy the happiness and joy you're in right now. The world is harsh.. So be prepared of what will be standing right in front of you." I wish somebody could say that right into my face right now. But nobody is around me and nothing can cheer me up. No, not even my sister, not even my dog.. Could you be the one who can rescue me from my deepest sadness? Could you be the one who tells me everything will be allright? If so, the fountain of happiness and joy will open right away...