Record abos: 334





I am trying hard not to kiss you.
I am even trying harder not to be with you.
I keep on covering my heart with lies
Smothering it, I don't know why
I need to tell you that I'm attracted to the same sex
Will you think of me any less?

Even if it is to myself






Sometimes I cut myself
Just to feel the pain
Then I hide my scars
Because of all the shame
The pain is awful
I do it just to feel
Sometimes I have to make sure
Everything's still real


"I need you here or bad things will happen"





One Direction bestaat
Soms 16+
hetero seks, homo seks,
Zelfverminking,..

Abo record: 334 (maar ik was een jaar gestopt dus)
Kudo record: 62
Top record: 1e plaats

Hoofdstukken

Titel Nieuwste eerst Woorden Gelezen Aangepast
01 - Snowflakes are just innocent 885 4520 1 decennium geleden
02 - Where is his smile? 469 3466 1 decennium geleden
03 - A big step 652 3422 1 decennium geleden
04 - I'm a freak 600 3176 1 decennium geleden
05 - Long days, long nights 614 3130 1 decennium geleden
06 - It this pretend? 737 3205 1 decennium geleden
07 - Dressing room secrets 1088 3281 1 decennium geleden
08 - Louis knows 494 2813 1 decennium geleden
09 - If you know a secret, keep it a secret 892 3196 1 decennium geleden
10 - Cutting yourself, is not a solution. never. 521 3742 1 decennium geleden
11 - Promise me. 609 4453 1 decennium geleden
12 - Total eclipse of the heart. 555 3344 1 decennium geleden
13 - Don't try to change me. 657 3183 1 decennium geleden
14 - I was scared for my feelings...for you. 479 3620 1 decennium geleden
15 - This is not possible. 523 3034 1 decennium geleden
16 - He needs some time. 527 3292 1 decennium geleden
17 - You should be proud of yourself. 503 2987 1 decennium geleden
18 - We can't be together. 677 3461 1 decennium geleden
19 - The colour of blood. 486 3095 1 decennium geleden
20 - All the waiting. 683 3468 1 decennium geleden
21 - You make me better. 662 3179 1 decennium geleden
22 - Oh my god. 431 3564 1 decennium geleden
23 - As long as you're happy. 715 3314 1 decennium geleden
24 - Surprise. 539 2859 1 decennium geleden
25 - Kiss me like you wanna be loved. 597 4137 1 decennium geleden
26 - When I look at you. 600 2708 1 decennium geleden
27 - Turn me on. 568 3158 1 decennium geleden
28 - Lust and Love [16+] 801 3627 1 decennium geleden
29 - I couldn't love her more than this. 521 2648 1 decennium geleden
30 - Busted. 652 3458 1 decennium geleden
31 - A Thousand Questions. 504 2699 1 decennium geleden
32 - Jealousy isn't a good thing. 766 3131 1 decennium geleden
33 - Talk it out. 748 2761 1 decennium geleden
34 - From 13 to a naked woman.. 770 3180 1 decennium geleden
35 - No privacy at all. 514 2704 1 decennium geleden
36 - Cockmagnet. 632 2997 1 decennium geleden
37 - Irresistable.[16+] 452 2967 1 decennium geleden
38 - Satisfaction.[16+] 556 3096 1 decennium geleden
39 - €140 443 2972 1 decennium geleden
Problemoooo 70 2814 1 decennium geleden
40 - Mr. Lonely. 455 2942 1 decennium geleden
41 - Niallicious secret. 438 2591 1 decennium geleden
42 - Planning a disaster. 597 2431 1 decennium geleden
43 - Gotta be you. 644 2490 1 decennium geleden
44 - Fuck, we're trapped. 458 2449 1 decennium geleden
45 - Just get naked already. 526 2708 1 decennium geleden
46 - Nothing's fine, I'm torn. 385 2563 1 decennium geleden
47 - I'm not rihanna, I don't love the way you lie. 910 3008 1 decennium geleden
48 - Love taught me to die. 632 3140 1 decennium geleden
49 - I die if I don't cut. . 394 3319 1 decennium geleden
50 - He has a knife! 512 2814 1 decennium geleden
51 - Begin again. 445 2623 1 decennium geleden
52 - Cry me a river. 579 2653 1 decennium geleden
53 - We're never ever getting back together. 618 3129 1 decennium geleden
You cut me open and I keep bleeding love. 105 3547 1 decennium geleden
54 - Same mistakes. 746 2884 1 decennium geleden
55 - Give your heart a break. 537 2502 1 decennium geleden
56 - One more night. [16+] 849 2681 1 decennium geleden
57 - My heart won't go on. 589 2737 1 decennium geleden
58 - Hope. 549 2367 1 decennium geleden
59 - Who's that boy? 662 3005 1 decennium geleden
60 - Save you tonight. 458 2836 1 decennium geleden
61 - First last kiss. 636 2991 1 decennium geleden
62 - This song is about you. 791 2823 1 decennium geleden
63 - Rock Me. 599 2656 1 decennium geleden
64 - C'mon C'mon [16+] 672 3125 1 decennium geleden
65 - Troublemaker. 642 2497 1 decennium geleden
66 - Jar of hearts. 625 2336 1 decennium geleden
67 - Heart Attack. 570 3107 1 decennium geleden
68 - Back for you. 561 2863 1 decennium geleden
69 - Take me home. 719 4658 1 decennium geleden
70 - Die in your arms 626 2291 1 decennium geleden
71 - You're dirty, Styles. 770 2910 1 decennium geleden
72 - That's what it's made for. [16+] 1169 2744 1 decennium geleden
73 - Without you. 592 2722 1 decennium geleden
74 - Over again. 599 2724 1 decennium geleden
Just askin 65 3633 1 decennium geleden
75 - Trouble. 558 3183 1 decennium geleden
I'm a man slut - Larry / Niam / Ziall. 67 2057 1 decennium geleden
76 - Going nowhere. 496 2280 1 decennium geleden
77 - With ur love. 547 2773 1 decennium geleden
78 - Give me love. 443 2969 1 decennium geleden
79 - This is love. 538 2485 1 decennium geleden
80 - Beautiful people like you. 572 2053 1 decennium geleden
81 - Stop, you're hurting me! [16+] 825 2682 1 decennium geleden
Q&A 65 2209 1 decennium geleden
82 - I love everything about you. 697 2563 1 decennium geleden
83 - Goodbye my lover. 636 3123 1 decennium geleden
84 - Summertime sadness. 485 2202 1 decennium geleden
85 - Broken hearted boy. 543 1842 1 decennium geleden
86 - So we can start it all over again. 549 2875 1 decennium geleden
87 - Nightmare. 510 2303 1 decennium geleden
88 - Hush little baby, don't you cry. 616 2682 1 decennium geleden
89 - Want you back. 597 3135 1 decennium geleden
90 - Locked out of heaven. 540 2909 1 decennium geleden
91 - I just need you. 639 2597 1 decennium geleden
92 - I'll stay, no matter what. 639 2356 1 decennium geleden
93 - Baby, I'm just a fool yeah. 873 2628 1 decennium geleden
94 - Why does it feels so good but hurts so bad? [16+] 588 2503 1 decennium geleden
95 - Paralysed 827 3047 1 decennium geleden
96 - You got the love. 641 2053 1 decennium geleden
97 - Smile. 837 2015 1 decennium geleden
98 - Welcome home. 531 2089 1 decennium geleden
99 - Turn your face. 717 2224 1 decennium geleden
100 - Holy Fuck [16+] 776 2502 1 decennium geleden
101 - Pretend it's okay. 544 2475 1 decennium geleden
102 - Let's talk about sex, baby. 698 3263 1 decennium geleden
103 ~ Addicted to you. 440 2170 1 decennium geleden
104 - Jealousy is a good thing. 452 2401 1 decennium geleden
HI GUYS 60 1996 1 decennium geleden
105 - Hope. 329 1837 1 decennium geleden
106 ~ She knows about us. 680 1589 1 decennium geleden
107 ~ All the things she said. 545 1391 1 decennium geleden
108 ~ Try Hard. 620 1066 1 decennium geleden
109 ~ They just don't know you. 545 1002 1 decennium geleden
110 ~ Don't forget where you belong 634 1115 1 decennium geleden
111 ~ How long will I love you? 616 1130 1 decennium geleden
112 ~ Everything has changed 631 1055 1 decennium geleden
113 ~ Turn to you. 477 885 1 decennium geleden
114 ~ Deathly silence 715 893 1 decennium geleden
115 ~ Where do broken hearts go. 550 585 1 decennium geleden
116 ~ All I wanted was you. 763 596 1 decennium geleden
117 ~ Everything will be okay in the end. 920 635 1 decennium geleden
118 ~ Because of you. 671 811 1 decennium geleden
119 ~ Set me on fire. 811 626 1 decennium geleden
120 ~ Forgiveness 859 870 1 decennium geleden
Dankwoord. 180 774 1 decennium geleden

Reageer (36)

  • Phasmatos

    OMGGG jou verhaal is verslaafend en gewoon AMAZAYN!! GA VERDER PLZ!!!!!!!!(flower)

    1 decennium geleden
  • 1DGEAK

    OMG!! Ik keek in mijn inbox, en zag dat je een nieuw hoofdstuk had, ik dus, meteen het hoofdstuk lezen, en toen pas realizeerde ik me dat jij dit super mooie, verslaafende verhaal hebt geschreven!! En thnx voor je reactie in my gastenboek.

    xx me!!

    1 decennium geleden
  • NotAHumanBeing

    Ga please verder

    1 decennium geleden
  • Ganbarimasu

    Je nieuwe plaatje is echt superschattig! <3

    1 decennium geleden
  • TrueNialler

    WAARSCHUWING! DIT VERHAAL IS ZO GOED DAT JE ER IN EEN KEER VERSLAAFT AAN WORD, DUS TWIJFEL NIET EN NEEM DIRECT EEN ABO!
    Als kinderen onder de 6 dit verhaal lezen is het verstandig er een volwassene bij te hebben.

    1 decennium geleden

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