Record abos: 334





I am trying hard not to kiss you.
I am even trying harder not to be with you.
I keep on covering my heart with lies
Smothering it, I don't know why
I need to tell you that I'm attracted to the same sex
Will you think of me any less?

Even if it is to myself






Sometimes I cut myself
Just to feel the pain
Then I hide my scars
Because of all the shame
The pain is awful
I do it just to feel
Sometimes I have to make sure
Everything's still real


"I need you here or bad things will happen"





One Direction bestaat
Soms 16+
hetero seks, homo seks,
Zelfverminking,..

Abo record: 334 (maar ik was een jaar gestopt dus)
Kudo record: 62
Top record: 1e plaats

Hoofdstukken

Titel Nieuwste eerst Woorden Gelezen Aangepast
01 - Snowflakes are just innocent 885 4417 1 decennium geleden
02 - Where is his smile? 469 3315 1 decennium geleden
03 - A big step 652 3288 1 decennium geleden
04 - I'm a freak 600 3051 1 decennium geleden
05 - Long days, long nights 614 2993 1 decennium geleden
06 - It this pretend? 737 3063 1 decennium geleden
07 - Dressing room secrets 1088 3141 1 decennium geleden
08 - Louis knows 494 2715 1 decennium geleden
09 - If you know a secret, keep it a secret 892 3026 1 decennium geleden
10 - Cutting yourself, is not a solution. never. 521 3520 1 decennium geleden
11 - Promise me. 609 4304 1 decennium geleden
12 - Total eclipse of the heart. 555 3147 1 decennium geleden
13 - Don't try to change me. 657 3027 1 decennium geleden
14 - I was scared for my feelings...for you. 479 3391 1 decennium geleden
15 - This is not possible. 523 2852 1 decennium geleden
16 - He needs some time. 527 3143 1 decennium geleden
17 - You should be proud of yourself. 503 2849 1 decennium geleden
18 - We can't be together. 677 3206 1 decennium geleden
19 - The colour of blood. 486 2915 1 decennium geleden
20 - All the waiting. 683 3293 1 decennium geleden
21 - You make me better. 662 3000 1 decennium geleden
22 - Oh my god. 431 3326 1 decennium geleden
23 - As long as you're happy. 715 3141 1 decennium geleden
24 - Surprise. 539 2732 1 decennium geleden
25 - Kiss me like you wanna be loved. 597 3956 1 decennium geleden
26 - When I look at you. 600 2564 1 decennium geleden
27 - Turn me on. 568 3030 1 decennium geleden
28 - Lust and Love [16+] 801 3512 1 decennium geleden
29 - I couldn't love her more than this. 521 2528 1 decennium geleden
30 - Busted. 652 3245 1 decennium geleden
31 - A Thousand Questions. 504 2555 1 decennium geleden
32 - Jealousy isn't a good thing. 766 2961 1 decennium geleden
33 - Talk it out. 748 2593 1 decennium geleden
34 - From 13 to a naked woman.. 770 3030 1 decennium geleden
35 - No privacy at all. 514 2552 1 decennium geleden
36 - Cockmagnet. 632 2779 1 decennium geleden
37 - Irresistable.[16+] 452 2870 1 decennium geleden
38 - Satisfaction.[16+] 556 2981 1 decennium geleden
39 - €140 443 2782 1 decennium geleden
Problemoooo 70 2631 1 decennium geleden
40 - Mr. Lonely. 455 2744 1 decennium geleden
41 - Niallicious secret. 438 2419 1 decennium geleden
42 - Planning a disaster. 597 2286 1 decennium geleden
43 - Gotta be you. 644 2318 1 decennium geleden
44 - Fuck, we're trapped. 458 2317 1 decennium geleden
45 - Just get naked already. 526 2525 1 decennium geleden
46 - Nothing's fine, I'm torn. 385 2363 1 decennium geleden
47 - I'm not rihanna, I don't love the way you lie. 910 2725 1 decennium geleden
48 - Love taught me to die. 632 2893 1 decennium geleden
49 - I die if I don't cut. . 394 3091 1 decennium geleden
50 - He has a knife! 512 2560 1 decennium geleden
51 - Begin again. 445 2415 1 decennium geleden
52 - Cry me a river. 579 2462 1 decennium geleden
53 - We're never ever getting back together. 618 2942 1 decennium geleden
You cut me open and I keep bleeding love. 105 3244 1 decennium geleden
54 - Same mistakes. 746 2669 1 decennium geleden
55 - Give your heart a break. 537 2348 1 decennium geleden
56 - One more night. [16+] 849 2562 1 decennium geleden
57 - My heart won't go on. 589 2547 1 decennium geleden
58 - Hope. 549 2244 1 decennium geleden
59 - Who's that boy? 662 2799 1 decennium geleden
60 - Save you tonight. 458 2613 1 decennium geleden
61 - First last kiss. 636 2777 1 decennium geleden
62 - This song is about you. 791 2638 1 decennium geleden
63 - Rock Me. 599 2532 1 decennium geleden
64 - C'mon C'mon [16+] 672 2971 1 decennium geleden
65 - Troublemaker. 642 2309 1 decennium geleden
66 - Jar of hearts. 625 2184 1 decennium geleden
67 - Heart Attack. 570 2910 1 decennium geleden
68 - Back for you. 561 2644 1 decennium geleden
69 - Take me home. 719 4426 1 decennium geleden
70 - Die in your arms 626 2149 1 decennium geleden
71 - You're dirty, Styles. 770 2702 1 decennium geleden
72 - That's what it's made for. [16+] 1169 2618 1 decennium geleden
73 - Without you. 592 2520 1 decennium geleden
74 - Over again. 599 2550 1 decennium geleden
Just askin 65 3256 1 decennium geleden
75 - Trouble. 558 2964 1 decennium geleden
I'm a man slut - Larry / Niam / Ziall. 67 1994 1 decennium geleden
76 - Going nowhere. 496 2141 1 decennium geleden
77 - With ur love. 547 2541 1 decennium geleden
78 - Give me love. 443 2730 1 decennium geleden
79 - This is love. 538 2334 1 decennium geleden
80 - Beautiful people like you. 572 1924 1 decennium geleden
81 - Stop, you're hurting me! [16+] 825 2528 1 decennium geleden
Q&A 65 2082 1 decennium geleden
82 - I love everything about you. 697 2432 1 decennium geleden
83 - Goodbye my lover. 636 2820 1 decennium geleden
84 - Summertime sadness. 485 2060 1 decennium geleden
85 - Broken hearted boy. 543 1718 1 decennium geleden
86 - So we can start it all over again. 549 2646 1 decennium geleden
87 - Nightmare. 510 2165 1 decennium geleden
88 - Hush little baby, don't you cry. 616 2484 1 decennium geleden
89 - Want you back. 597 2840 1 decennium geleden
90 - Locked out of heaven. 540 2675 1 decennium geleden
91 - I just need you. 639 2436 1 decennium geleden
92 - I'll stay, no matter what. 639 2171 1 decennium geleden
93 - Baby, I'm just a fool yeah. 873 2459 1 decennium geleden
94 - Why does it feels so good but hurts so bad? [16+] 588 2323 1 decennium geleden
95 - Paralysed 827 2900 1 decennium geleden
96 - You got the love. 641 1919 1 decennium geleden
97 - Smile. 837 1906 1 decennium geleden
98 - Welcome home. 531 1935 1 decennium geleden
99 - Turn your face. 717 2081 1 decennium geleden
100 - Holy Fuck [16+] 776 2372 1 decennium geleden
101 - Pretend it's okay. 544 2243 1 decennium geleden
102 - Let's talk about sex, baby. 698 3116 1 decennium geleden
103 ~ Addicted to you. 440 2016 1 decennium geleden
104 - Jealousy is a good thing. 452 2238 1 decennium geleden
HI GUYS 60 1858 1 decennium geleden
105 - Hope. 329 1731 1 decennium geleden
106 ~ She knows about us. 680 1480 1 decennium geleden
107 ~ All the things she said. 545 1263 1 decennium geleden
108 ~ Try Hard. 620 942 1 decennium geleden
109 ~ They just don't know you. 545 896 1 decennium geleden
110 ~ Don't forget where you belong 634 1001 1 decennium geleden
111 ~ How long will I love you? 616 1016 1 decennium geleden
112 ~ Everything has changed 631 956 1 decennium geleden
113 ~ Turn to you. 477 821 1 decennium geleden
114 ~ Deathly silence 715 791 1 decennium geleden
115 ~ Where do broken hearts go. 550 530 9 jaar geleden
116 ~ All I wanted was you. 763 531 9 jaar geleden
117 ~ Everything will be okay in the end. 920 539 9 jaar geleden
118 ~ Because of you. 671 712 9 jaar geleden
119 ~ Set me on fire. 811 565 9 jaar geleden
120 ~ Forgiveness 859 764 9 jaar geleden
Dankwoord. 180 667 9 jaar geleden

Reageer (36)

  • Borderlines

    OMGGG jou verhaal is verslaafend en gewoon AMAZAYN!! GA VERDER PLZ!!!!!!!!(flower)

    1 decennium geleden
  • 1DGEAK

    OMG!! Ik keek in mijn inbox, en zag dat je een nieuw hoofdstuk had, ik dus, meteen het hoofdstuk lezen, en toen pas realizeerde ik me dat jij dit super mooie, verslaafende verhaal hebt geschreven!! En thnx voor je reactie in my gastenboek.

    xx me!!

    1 decennium geleden
  • NotAHumanBeing

    Ga please verder

    1 decennium geleden
  • Ganbarimasu

    Je nieuwe plaatje is echt superschattig! <3

    1 decennium geleden
  • TrueNialler

    WAARSCHUWING! DIT VERHAAL IS ZO GOED DAT JE ER IN EEN KEER VERSLAAFT AAN WORD, DUS TWIJFEL NIET EN NEEM DIRECT EEN ABO!
    Als kinderen onder de 6 dit verhaal lezen is het verstandig er een volwassene bij te hebben.

    1 decennium geleden

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