Dating as a celebrity is frowned upon.
What's even more frowned upon is,
dating your group member
Especially when it's a girl





Let’s not fall in love, we don’t know each other very well yet
Actually, I’m a little scared, I’m sorry
Let’s not make promises, you never know when tomorrow comes
But I really mean it when I say I like you

Quick good-byes after our frequent meet-ups
Repetition of broken hearts
I can’t find a purpose in these foolish feelings
A mistake with the mask of love
All the feelings are the same now
But in this moment, I want you to stay

Don’t expect too much from me
I don’t wanna lose you either
Before things get too deep, before you get hurt
Don't trust me

Don’t smile at me
If I get attached to you, I’ll get sad
I’m afraid that pretty smile will turn into tears



Park Sooyoung // Joy


There was only one thing that Sooyoung promised herself before she signed her freshly printed, 30-pages long, contract. I will not fall in love. I will not fall in love. Guess what? Even that, she fucked up. And the excuse that, it had come completely unexpected, was kind of lame. Love always kicks in in the most inappropriate kind of times. As if it was silently waiting in a dark corner to scare you when you were least expecting it, yelling "Hello there, Joy! Guess what, you thought that I were gone but I'm back again! Let's hit you in the face with all the feelings!" But it had really happened that way. Joy had thought that, even if she'd fall in love, it would be with some guy from one of the other boy-bands from her talent agency, SM Entertainment. But no, her heart had terrible other plans. Nahh, she wasn't allowed to fall in love with her hot and/or cute-looking collegues. No, it had to be a member of her own group. It had to be Yerim...






Let’s not fall in love, we don’t know each other very well yet
Actually, I’m a little scared, I’m sorry
Let’s not make promises, you never know when tomorrow comes
But I really mean it when I say I like you

At first, it was half excitement, half worries
But in the end, it became an obligation, trial and error
Day by day, I get nervous, your innocence is too much pressure on me
But tonight, I want you to stay

Don’t ask me anything
I can’t give you an answer
We’re so happy as we are right now
Don’t try to have me, let’s just stay like this
What's wrong with how we are now?
Why are you making it more painful?

Don’t try to trap us in the word 'love'
Because it’s a greed that can’t be filled
A selfish act that can't be tamed



Kim Yerim // Yeri


Yerim had always been a fan of love. Maybe, she was in love with the idea of love, since the sixteen-year-old girl couldn't see herself being with anyone just yet. Probably because she just didn't know how to. How to kiss, how to cuddle, how to go on dates, how to love. But she had never excluded falling in love. To be honest, when she signed her contract, she actually felt grown-up. Ready to get into the grown-ups world, thinking she could handle it. But as soon as the media had discovered that the 4-membered girl group Red Velvet had gotten a new member, introduced as Yeri, she understood how hard it was. Yerim had always dreamed of a career in the spotlights. But it felt like her's was red, instead of bright yellow. While getting hate from the fans, unlike the other members, she had to wrestle through singing, dancing and performing. It was hard, but her roommate could make her laugh again. It hadn't come to her surprise that Yerim actually started to fall for her roommate. Sooyoung was sweet, nice, caring and... well, really pretty. But love and a career as a celebrity didn't go well together, especially if Yerim was already hated upon, and her lover was one of her group members... And, well, a girl.





FC: Park Sooyoung (Joy) & Kim Yerim (Yeri) || Red Velvet fanfiction || LGBTAQ+ Representation || Beware of the angst and fluff || Meet Red Velvet! || Daebak

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Titel Nieuwste eerst Woorden Gelezen Aangepast
| Let's not fall in love | Prologue 92 153 9 jaar geleden
| Chapter 1 | We don't know eachother very well | Prologue 308 109 9 jaar geleden
| Chapter 1.1 | We don't know eachother very well | Yeri 2158 114 9 jaar geleden

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