I have to

Was everything you said to me a huge lie?
Is there even a chance you like me?
Why did you say such things?
What is the reason you act to me like this?

All these questions,
I don't know where to find the answers.
All I can think of,
and I shouldn't.

I shouldn't worry about it,
I should forget it and move on.
I should live my life like it is given,
but I just can't.

Something inside me holds me back,
something stops me from doing it right.
I should follow my dreams,
but I can't do that anymore.

My mind can stop thinking about it,
can't forget it.
My soul is wounded,
because of these words.

Such simple words,
they ruined my live.
Such simple words,
they're a disaster for me.

My friends wanna help me,
help me to forget.
The problem is,
that there help isn't working.

Whatever they say,
whatever they do,
all I can think off,
are the words from you.

I have to move on,
I have to continue my life.
I have to follow my dreams.
I have to,
I just can't do that yet.

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