Inside me

what i feel but won't show

I feel like I’m drowning
Trying to ask
Trying to scream for help
But it doesn’t matter how hard I try

I can’t get the words out of my mouth
I need help but I can’t ask for it
I need you but I can’t even tell you
How much you mean to me

So how can you help me
If I can’t help myself?
If I can’t say what’s wrong?
If I can’t explain why I feel this way?

I can’t tell you what you mean to me
How much I care about you
How I feel
What I think

I’m so afraid of losing you
And at the same time
I’m refusing to let you in
I’m so scared to lose what I love
That I became scared of love at all

Every time again the words are laying in my mouth
But I just can’t say them out loud
And I’m just so fucking frustrated
Of being unable to show my feelings
Or to say what I’m thinking

I tried to break down the walls around me
But instead of breaking them down
I feel like they’re falling down on me
I’m panicking

I feel like I’m getting caged by the walls
I build with my own hands
Now they’re working against me
Holding me hostage

Scaring me to death
Until all I can feel is fear

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