What has been..

what has been, can’t come back,
things that happened cant turn again
lies came and feelings changed
hurt and pain just came back again
my life changed in so many ways
and i can’t tell you that i am gonna feel the same

wristed are slashed
blood is running
my heart keeps bleeding
and this feeling just keeps coming

things hunt me bad and they scare me as hell
but you can’t help me or safe me
even though you may like to

my heart is broken and can never be fixed again
lies shattered, everything i know
my life ended but still i have to move on

don’t dwell on things that were
and look forward on what you chose

you have chosen your life from the start
and just kept on hold
the things you told, were all a lie

don’t hide from it, just own up to it
you know you can’t turn back again

friendship means a lot to me
but this is never gonna be right again
you know you hurt me, but also yourself
lies have changed everything that was

don’t dwell on the pain
don’t dwell on the past
because those thing you know, won’t last
thoughts may stay
just like the pain
but we can’t turn this back
and we both have to move on again

I’m not sorry for the things that happened
but I’m sorry for the things that matter
we shared something
that was never meant to be
sorry for everything
but you should know your still the one that has to feel sorry for all of my pain

we said goodbye
and we both know why
reconnect
find yourself
and let me try to fine me again

even if i die
please don’t feel sorry for me or cry
think of the things you think are important
and life how you want to live

let the past be the past
we both know it’s the best

so goodbye to you
goodbye to everything
I’m leaving this life
knowing it’s for the best

don’t cry
just try
living your life
and let me die
in peace