I can't get you out of my head

Every morning when I wake up you are in my head. Thinking of the things we've had ... between bad and good moments? you decided to leave me. you have been in my head ever since. I want you out of my mind. Your sweet smile and beautiful eyes. I also want you out of my life but something is stopping me. Seems that my memories follow me and do not want to stop. now I feel lonely every day simply because I cannot continue to live with my emotions for you. Why can't change?