Scared...

I’m scared….
Scared of getting close
And losing everything.
Scared of letting you in
And losing you again.
Scared of sharing my feelings
And getting rejected every time.
Scared of trusting you
And that trust being broken.
Scared that everything I loved
Will become everything I lost.
Scared of losing control
Over things I cannot control.
Scared of letting the chaos
Takeover in my head.
And in the end,
I’m scared of everything,
Everything all at once...
Everything that is not...

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