Stuck
Stuck
I think the hardest part is when you start to feel stuck.
Like you can see everyone improving and moving forward around you and you just feel like you're stuck in the middle.
Like your life is on pause, and there is no pressing rewind and no pressing play...
And you feel that determination, that will to succeed so strongly but no matter how hard you try and what you do, you don't get anywhere.
And you're wondering, after a certain amount of time, will it ever get better?
Or will it just be like this for the rest of my life?
If so, what's the point?
And I think it's impossible to understand for anyone who hasn't experienced it...
How hard it is to wake up everyday and to see how everyone is moving forward around you and you're just stuck in the middle and going backwards.
And you try so hard and you want it so bad but no matter what you do you don't get anywhere.
You keep working, you keep dreaming and you keep hoping whatever you can but it's just not enough.
And just when you feel like it's losening up, something bad happens again, that sends you straight down the path you just came up from.
And you fall deeper than you were before.
Mentally, emotionally, physically.
It's like sinking down in a deep dark whole.
Where someone took away all the light so you can't see what's up and what's down.
Because after you'vee been there for too long you can't feel it either.
You can't feel the difference between up and down, what if this is your life?
And you're just meant to be stuck in a dark deep whole.
It's up to you if you believe if this is your life. Or you can get up and chance something about it.
Like you can see everyone improving and moving forward around you and you just feel like you're stuck in the middle.
Like your life is on pause, and there is no pressing rewind and no pressing play...
And you feel that determination, that will to succeed so strongly but no matter how hard you try and what you do, you don't get anywhere.
And you're wondering, after a certain amount of time, will it ever get better?
Or will it just be like this for the rest of my life?
If so, what's the point?
And I think it's impossible to understand for anyone who hasn't experienced it...
How hard it is to wake up everyday and to see how everyone is moving forward around you and you're just stuck in the middle and going backwards.
And you try so hard and you want it so bad but no matter what you do you don't get anywhere.
You keep working, you keep dreaming and you keep hoping whatever you can but it's just not enough.
And just when you feel like it's losening up, something bad happens again, that sends you straight down the path you just came up from.
And you fall deeper than you were before.
Mentally, emotionally, physically.
It's like sinking down in a deep dark whole.
Where someone took away all the light so you can't see what's up and what's down.
Because after you'vee been there for too long you can't feel it either.
You can't feel the difference between up and down, what if this is your life?
And you're just meant to be stuck in a dark deep whole.
It's up to you if you believe if this is your life. Or you can get up and chance something about it.
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Wauw mooi geschreven!
7 jaar geledenMooi geschreven Kay!
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