I am tired

I am tired, physically and mentally tired. And I don’t wanna die; I just don’t want to live anymore. There’s a difference between not wanting to live and wanting to die. I am tired of explaining people how I feel and what I think because people don’t even try to understand me. I wake up every morning without wanting to do anything, just without zest for life. I am tired of feeling worthless and I don’t want to regret all the things I’ve done wrong in my life. And what about my future? I have no idea what I want to do the rest of my life and I don’t know how to get through all my doubts and my loneliness. And there are people who say they love me, but how can they do while I can’t?

I am tired of living with my foolish self.

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