(Psychiatrie) Lots of fear

I keep on trying
everytime again
no one sees it
how hard I suffer
how I try to speak
they say I don't want
said I don't try enough
but I'm breaking myself
by trying and failing
sometimes it's less worse
I see there's a difference
I notice a change
but they can't see it
I try, I really do
but I'm just locked inside
I hope they understand
or at least try
I hope they notice
my attemps to speak
I still have hope
and lots of fear

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