Silent Scream

I have an anxious fear
It hunts me down till the horrors of the night
Somehow it's always so near
I desire to the light


Where I'm feeling better than the unknow
That hunts me to the Dead
High of low
I lay on my bed


I desire to a perfect family picture
That never becomes real
I'm sure
These wounds never heal...


Written with blood
Blood drips down my body
Not from a gunshot
But from the tears that no one will see


Scared for every single thing
Smiles, a fake
Glasses are breaking
From the screams I make...


Break me down, I'm begging you
I won't take any longer
I won't get through
I wish I were stronger...