Alone..

I wanna cry,
but there are people around me.
Laughing, talking
making me feel even more miserable.
Nothing is as planned.
People surprise you.
People disappoint you.
People live right beside you.
Not noticing,
not knowing
of what is going on in you head.
The battles.
The losses.
The winnings.
Even when you are living with the people you love, you are all alone.
In the dark.

With no clue of what is coming