5# Love is hard.

Sometimes it's hard to love again when your heart has been broken before. You are trying to make it work, but there is always that naucious feeling that's holding you back. Maybe it's all in your head and you are making yourself scared of really liking someone. But I think that this is real, because when you really like a guy and he seems to be perfect, but still you have that feeling inside that's something is missing, something is not right. It's hard to explain yourself because you don't want everyone to know that you are weak. You don't want to show your weakness because you have always been the stronger one. You don't want everyone to know how hurt you really were. How hard it is to let the one go, who you loved most in the world because the feeling wasn't mutual. That when someone comes to close, you push him away before you get to attached and end up with a broken heart. Love is a precious thing and it's worth a lot, but to surrender your heart to love again after it had been broken before is not something you do very easily. So sorry if I act so uptight around you, it's just that I'm scared of what you could do to me and my heart.