Impulsieve story

Impulsive story 3-1-2012
I start with writing this story without knowing about what I’m going to write. After I had read the “Pshychologie Magazine” And a story of a girl who wrote a beautiful story by hearing a song she random listened, I felt the urge to have to write something.
After the ending of my biggest story I felt no motivation to write more, although I wanted to. After the ending of that story I wrote several stories but they were eventually short, hard to write and without endings.
In the magazine I saw things about, make sure you reach your goal, what did you accomplished in 2011, how to look back and all that sort of stuff. It made me think about my massive writers block I have now after written several uncompleted stories. It’s probably tree or four months ago that I wrote something other than school work of essays. I always question myself about how other writers, especially famous-well-known-writers, deal with it of even have that! And I always will look jealous to a friend of mine who has all the writer advantages but has no self- Assurance. “No I can’t be a writer because…” And then she listed the things about the bad things of herself. “You are a writer because…” That’s the point when she give me more feathers than I deserve, and more than 50% is not true or maybe twisted. Like I should be good at listing to someone who tells me a very important and most of all sad life story. Or I should be good at communicating with boys or showing some leadership or being a leader of a group. She is confided I’m good at that, those are a couple of points I can do as a human being. But nor that I have no self-confidence, I absolutely disagree with her.
I will look to her, because she can write and write until she says to herself oke I can stop now. If she wants to make a chapter, she makes four chapters, and no dull ones but great long chapters of six pages in word each! Without using a big lettertyp, she just uses Arial 10 normal maybe small size if you asked me. She can write everyday and when I look at myself I write with a lot of struggle – before my writers block, one day a week or two times a month. Sometimes I wrote a story of five chapters and then I stop for weeks because I don’t know how to move in with it. How do you guys do that?
Now I’m a little but proud on myself for writing this story, because I only sat with my headphones on without having some music on. And even though I don’t hear music while I write this, I wrote something that I don’t want to delete right away. It’s a lot of twaddle but it’s something to think about. Next time I will write some fiction while I have my headphones and music on. I promise.
Greetings,
Kimberley Roquas