What to do

I often think: what do i have a bad life,
Everyone hates me..

There's nothing i can do,
Especially not with my family..

Sometimes i'm thinking: why won't i end my life,
But i can't do that, i can't hurt the people who loves me..

I really don't know what i should do now,
I hope my life gets better,
Or i won't believe no longer..