Your hell and my hell are 2 different things,, eddie 10 {twilight}

running
Alone I stand on the edge,, your voice is keeping me there. But what happens if you fade away

I found out that the name of the freakish guy,, Edward is. Kind of an old fashion name,, if you ask me. But hey at least his parents,, or I should say his foster parents,, remember his name. My mom introduced me as her daugther,, it suprised me that she didn't call me sweety. I wanted to scream that my name was Aislin,, but sins I already didn't make such a good impression I'm gonna keep a low profile. And just as I thought this afternoon,, Jasper is the other boy who I saw at the airport.

We are all sitting at a large table,, and I sit between Esme and Alice. And in the front of me sits Edward,, who keeps looking angry at me. It makes me feel uncomfortable,, and I wanna ran away again. I think back at the day I ran away from him. It was only 2 days ago,, and that day I nearly killed myself. "Could you all excuse me for a moment" I asked them nicely. Then I stand up,, and in stead of searching for a bathroom,, I leave the house. Once I'm outside I run as fast as I can.

I end up at the mall,, and I look around. Nobody followed me,, there are still people on the streets. Then I hear a familiar song. It's when the days turn into nights from busted (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O7J32oS2u3Q). Then I remember that it's probably my phone,, and when I finally found it I was right. The screen says Jade Home,, and I push her away.

"Maybe you should have answered it" another musical voice says,, and when I turn around I see Edward. "What are you doing here" "you know I could ask you the same thing" He's got a point there,, but I'm not giving in. "I asked you first"wow real mature. "Well you left first" He says clever. "It's none of your business what I'm doing here" I probably got him there. "Well it's also none of your business what I'm doing here" He is really annoying me.

Then I start walking again,, and he follows me. "Why are you following me" "I'm not following you,, I just go the same way as you" okay mister smarty pants,, you wanna play it like this "then tell me witch way you must go" "no that's none of your business either". He may have the looks of a perfect somebody,, but his character is really bugging me. "Why do you go the same way as me,, if you're so angry at me" my curiosity takes over. "I'm not angry at you" He looks at the ground. "Well if looks could kill,, you would have killed me the first moment you saw me" I sound a bit angry. "Well it's what you want anyway" He still doesn't looks at me. "What do you mean by that" "You want to die anyway" He starts walking faster,, and I just stand there.

When he realizes that I'm not walking next to him anymore,, he stops to. He turns around and looks at me,, and I just stare by him. It was him who told the manager of the hotel. "I'm sorry,, I could have said that nicer" At this moment I couldn't think straight anymore,, and I just slap him in the face. It hurted me way more then it hurted him but it felt good. "Why did you do that" he asks astonished. "How dare you interfere whit my business" Now I'm really angry. "YOU WHERE GOING TO KILL YOUSELF,, AND YOU JUST THINK THAT I WOULD LET YOU" now he's shouting. "How did you know what I was up to" "That doesn't matter,, what matters is that if I didn't told that man what was going on,, you would not be standing here" He doesn't shout no more,, but he's also angry. "Why do you even care,, you don't know me" I walk away,, and he walks right behind me. When we are at a parking lot,, he pulls me arm. "Get in" He practically orders me. "WOOF" I told you I could play that game to. "Please??" now that's better,, I open my door and get in. Before I could fasten my seatbelt,, he already speeds away.

I could better say goodbye,, now I still have the chance