Missing you

'Hmmmmm hmmmmm
Oh I'm missin' you
Baby I'm missin' you
Mmm eyyy hmmm
Baby I'm missing you

Things'll never be the same with out you...

What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
You needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why did he take you away, from me'

De tranen rollen over mijn ogen, maar ik blijf verder spelen en zingen..

'It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry

Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I just don't know what to do with myself
I can't stop looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, stood there and took that picture
There just one thing that I want to know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby I'm missing you
Baby I'm missing you

I love you oohh God dammit I love you
Why did he did he take you away from me
Cause I love you so...
I miss you so much baby I just can't go on baby
Ohhh'

Als ik de laatste noot heb gezongen ga ik al stil de kerk uit. Het is dan nog niet gedaan, maar ik kan het niet meer aan. Buiten ga ik even op een bankje zitten en wacht tot iedereen uit de kerk komt. Ik denk aan alle mooie momenten die ik met hem heb beleefd. Ik moet lachen, maar tegelijk rollen de tranen dan ook over m'n wangen. Waarom moest hij mij verlaten, waarom moest hij weg? Die vragen zullen nooit een antwoord krijgen..