Care about all the pain in front of me.

You're callin' me more than ever now that we're done
Two keys back to my place, we were having no fun
But you're not ok, tellin' me you miss my face
I remember when you would say you hate my waist

I said I'm not coming back, it's it
You fooled me once but you can't have that ego turning
Just too bad for you, that when you had me
Didn't know what to do, she's over you

Cause you had a good girl,
That's a keeper,
You had a good girl, good girl but
Didn't know how to treat her, treat her
So silly boy get out my face
Why don't you like the way regrets taste?
So silly boy get out my hair
No, I don't want you no more

Silly boy
Why you acting silly boy?
Silly boy
Acting silly boy?

You're comin with those corny lines
Can't live without me
I'll get some flowers for the day that you are buried
No, people make mistakes
But I just think your ass is fake
Only thing I want from you, is for you to STAY AWAY!

I said I'm not coming back, it's it
You fooled me once but you can't have that ego turning
Just too bad for you, that when you had me
Didn't know what to do, she's over you

Cause you had a good girl,
That's a keeper, keeper
You had a good girl, good girl but
Didn't know how to treat her, treat her
So silly boy get out my face
Why don't you like the way regrets taste?
So silly boy get out my hair
No I don't want you no more

Silly boy
Why you acting silly boy?
Silly boy
Acting silly boy?

Silly boy
Why you acting silly boy?
Silly boy
Acting silly boy?

So silly boy get out my face
Why don't you like the way regrets taste?
So silly boy get out my hair
No I don't want you no more

Silly boy
Why you acting silly boy?
Silly boy
Acting silly boy?

-

Someone once told me
that you have to choose
what you win or lose
you can't have everything
don't you take chances
you might feel the pain
don't you love in vain
cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
so unhappy, but, safe as could be

Dit vond ik een super mooi liedje. Nu zowat al mijn haat eruit was gezongen, was ik plots érg moe. Vermoeid zong ik zacht mee, terwijl ik op mijn bed ging liggen.

Fuck you very much! knalde Lily Allen uit de boxen. Verdwaasd schudde ik mijn hoofd en ging rechtop zitten. Drew stond in de deuropening en keek me met een blik vol medelijden aan. 'Kom je eten?'
Ik knikte zacht. Wat had ik een hoofdpijn!
Snel stond ik op en zag plots zwart voor mijn ogen. Meteen lag ik weer op bed, zonder dat ik mezelf er toestemming voor had gegeven terug te gaan liggen.
Drew kwam me meteen te hulp. Hij hielp me recht, en ondersteunde me. 'Gaat het wel?'vroeg hij bezorgd.
'Tuurlijk,'snauwde ik. 'Een beetje hoofdpijn,'mompelde ik zacht.
'Hee Chloë,'mompelde Drew. Hij bleef me bezorgd aankijken, terwijl ik de trap afstrompelde.
'Wat?'vroeg ik.
'Het spijt me echt. Maar... dit was al zó lang met Nele afgesproken.'
Ik keek hem verbaasd aan. 'Wat?'
'Jeweetwel. Dat ik niet mee kan. Naar David.'
We noemden David nooit pap of zo, want dat was hij niet meer voor ons. Dat was hij ooit geweest, tot hij weg was gegaan.
Drew keek me verontschuldigend aan.
Ik glimlachte flauw naar hem. 'Dat is niets. Ik overleef het wel. Hij eet me vast niet op.' Of dat hoopte ik toch.