Do you sometimes have the feeling that you're alone? The feeling when even though you're in a big crowd with people you call your friends, you're lonely? Because sometimes, I do. Feeling lonely is horrible, especially because you can hide it with a simple smile. And when you say you're okay, they'll mostly will just shrug their shoulders and smile at you. But actually you feel lonely. Because all you're friends are already talking. They don't always invite you over for their birthday, but you do. And when you do, they don't always come but when they'll ask you, you'll come. Just to see you're being ignored. Just to see how happy everyone is, and how everyone's talking together and laughing about stories from the past. And sometimes they'll ask you something, on which you put on a fake smile and answer the question.
And feeling lonely, you can't do anything about it. Because it doesn't matter how many times everyone will say that you're not alone, and that They'll always be there for you, you'll keep feeling lonely. Because lonely is a feeling. And feelings don't just disappear.
