Confidence (Engels)
i was walking down the hallways of my school..
i got dirty looks from everyone
i close my eyes to forget the pain
but when i close them the memories come up again ...
'i just came to school and everyone was wispering and looking at me..
i didnt know why so i just walked to my boyfriend ' hey' i hugged him
'umm natalia-trying to hold in his laughter- we have to talk' 'oh okay, whats up?' ' well i dont love you i dont even like you i never did i just wanted you cause of a bet' ' wh-what' tears filled my eyes but i didnt want to cry no not infront of him the guy that just riped my heart into a million pieces 'you heard me i dont like you no-one does your just a patathic little girl ..' he looks at me with his brighht blue eyes and just then i saw it the real him i saw a guy who doesnt care about others hearts i saw the guy that doesnt care about me how could i ever think that he would love me how could i? everyone starts to laugh and i slapped the guy right into his face and i runned to the bathrooms i started to cry uncontrolably'
i opened my eyes it was exactly 2 weeks ago that this happenened that my heart got ripped out of my body
that my soul got sold to someone that never loved me
that my faith in true love was just trowen into a trashcan
i try to hold my tears back but when i saw the guy one single tear escaped my eyes..
i guess he saw it cause he came up to me with his whole Gang 'Is the little girl crying again?' he said with a dirty smirk on his face
i tried to get away, try to avoid him but he kept going..
' i know you still love me but honey' he grabbed my chin and put my head up cause i was looking down 'i dont love you cause im populair and your the geek'
and again a single tear escaped..
he and his gang started to laugh really loud when i walked away
how could i ever love him?
how could i ever believe he loved ME?
i was so stupid ..
after class i had lunch .. as usual i sat alone..
as usual no one looked at me
as usual catrina, the stupid blonde bimbo of my school came by and insulted me again..
but here's something new going on
that guy that ripped my heart out my body his name is dann by the way..
he stood on one of the table's and started to talk loud
'CAN I HAV EVERYONES ATTENTION PLEASE?'
everyone looked at him including me
'I NEED TO SAY SOMETHING,
NATALIA IS STILL IN LOVE WITH ME 'he started to laugh ..
and everyone looked at me they joined dann with laughing at me
i cant take this anymore i gotta say something ..
i started to yell to dann 'DANN GET DOWN I HAVE TO TALK TO YOU WHILE WE ARE AT THE SAME SIZE'
he jumped of the table and turned to me'WHAT is the little girl going to do
i couldnt take it any longer and i slapped him.. HARD
'AND NOW LISTEN TO ME'
he looked at me speechless
'LISTEN IM SICK OF HAVING YOU TELLING ME THAT IM STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU FOR YOUR INFORMATION IM NOT
I DONT EVEN LOVE YOU.. YOU TELL ME IM THE LITTLE GIRL BUT YOUR THE PATHETIC BOY WHO USES SOME GIRLS TO MAKE HIM LOOK BIGGER
WELL IM NOT THAT KINDA GIRL... whoa that feels good' he looks at me speechless again
'umm umm im sorry nat-' 'Well its a little bit to late for that aint it?' and i grabbed my bag and stomped out of the cafetaria
leaving the whole caffetaria looking at me speechless
NEVER I MEAN NEVER LET SOME BOY INFLUENCE YOU..
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