The First reaction when you’re wearing a new bracelet, is showing it.

Today my stepmom gave a surprise party for her dad because of his birthday. So, I wearied a cute white dress and my special bracelet. I showed it to everyone and most of the time I told the story behind it, too.
The party goes well and everybody is very happy and pleased when they go home. Me and my family cleaned the house and did the dishes.
I go to bed, satisfied, and undress myself.
When I’m touching my wrist, I know something is wrong. There’s still the bracelet, but the little wheel is missing.
This can’t be true, it’s just a little nightmare.
I ran out of my room, to the living room where my parents were sitting, completely freaked out.
When they asked me what’s wrong, I showed them my wrist. The tears, who were raised in the corners of my eyes, started rolling down my cheeks. I was completely upset.
My parents didn’t understand. They thought it was just panic of the moment.
Like, when you find out you lost a hairpin and you’re just thinking about how much it costs to buy another one.
But, for me, this wasn’t like that at all. They didn’t knew what that bracelet meant to me.
I’ve got it from my best friend. He lives in another country and I never met him before in real life, but he is one of the most important people in my life. He makes me laugh, he makes me feel happy and he makes me feel pretty. Like I almost deserve it. It’s incredible and I can’t describe it to you. But, when I saw that I lost a little piece of the only material thing I’ve got from him, I can tell you: it’s like losing a part of yourself. It felt like I lost a little piece of me. He makes me as I am and I never want to lose him.
It broke me.
So now, I’m laying down in my bed, sniffing and trying to sleep. Thinking about how I will tell him, if I tell him.
No, I’m not ashamed I lost a little piece of the bracelet. I hate myself for it.
I’m so so sorry #BestFriend I hope you don’t hate me for it, even I would understand. I hate myself for both of us. I’m going to search it, tomorrow and the day after that, until I’ve found it. I promiss.

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