My way was my feeling'
My way was my feeling, ~
Fucked up, really fucked up as I sat down at the table in the kitchen. A scary wind was blowing through the room and it even made me more frightened.
With tears in my eyes I sat there, I just sat there doing nothing, only crying. I was desperate and hopeless but suddenly it was enough. It was enough, everything was enough, I threw my hands up in the air and screamed out.
“Enough,” I whispered.
I ran out the kitchen and as quickly as I could I packed up my stuff and put on my jacket and shoes. It was time to get some action in this.
When I walked out the door into the garden I felt the wind and thought of a storm. There was a storm coming this night, it was 2 midnight but it wasn’t bothering me.
I clicked on my torch and walked further. My way was my feeling, my heart had to sent me where to go.
I walked, walked, walked, walked and walked hours and hours long. It felt great, I haven't felt this way for so long. Everything seemed to fall on his place, everything what had happened.
I smiled at the sky and fell backwards, with a little scream I caught up the ground and let the sand flip through my fingers. I looked up to the beautiful sky. The night sky, the sky with stars and the moon. The sky where you could look to all day. The sky what made you feel like you’re everything.
I was amazed, amazed by my feeling.
I stood up again and ran down the hills, I was laughing as a little child and making fun as a happy person. I ran through and made it down the sea coast.
It was midsummer so I knew the sea wasn’t cold anymore, I ran in the sea and played with the water. I jumped, ran and did everything I could think of. I made fun.
When I noticed the wind was taking higher I walked back, but the best thing was. I walked back with a smile on my face, a smile like I hadn’t had in ages.
When it started to rain I threw my head back and looked up at the sky, my hands reached the sky and happily I stood there. Enjoining the tickles on my skin of the rain drops and I ran my way further. I ran back to my house and before I walked inside I glanced up at the sky and smiled again.
“You’re the reason I caught up.”
Still in my good mood I got back to the kitchen and sat down again, I sat down on the same chair at the same table in the same room. The only thing that had changed, was me, I was back again.
It was my life and I had to think of what to do with it, no one else.
My way was my feeling, my heart had to sent me where to go.
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