And I'm going down down down down...

Hii,
Right now, there's nothing in the world that could stop me from crying, exept for the fact that I'm @school. There's a whole lot going on.. My friends are fighting and they're using me to tell everything to, A friend of mine is mad at me and doesn't wanna tell me why. There's also the fact that the friend that's mad at me, still pretends to like me, but she keeps saying stuff to hurt me... For example: "Jess (a girl from amarica) said that I talk better english than you do. there she got me on my only weakness, my ability to talk english. I know I'm not perfect, but that's one of the things that make me special. If someone from america says I'm not better than a friend that couldn't even speak a word english 'till last year, is now better than me. It kills me! Also, people have been staring at me today.. i don't know why but I keep hearing awfull things about me I just feel ugly and lonely and depressed